Friday, July 30, 2004

experience in selling my soul

In a previous entry I talked about rectifying your life after having sold your soul.  It might suck at first, but eventually you will find that balance...and here is my experience with that.  (All police officers...disconnect now, please...haha)

When I was a teenager, I shoplifted a lot.  I only really shoplifted from large corporations, but if I stole from something smaller, I'm sorry.  What I noticed is that while I was getting free stuff by shoplifting, I was a part of the system...label me criminal, a theif or whatever...then one day, I realized that I shouldn't be stealing from anybody anymore.  I had fallen into the system (refer to other entries to understand why.)  So I stopped...and the Karma I had built up came back to me and completely fucked me.  My car window was smashed, another day the stereo was stolen...the amp and speakers that I took out of my car and put into my apartment were stolen when somebody burglarized me.  For a small time, everytime I turned around something was stealing something from me.  But then it all stopped.  Now I park my car in Boston and I don't even lock the door.  Since I decided to stop stealing, I went through one stage (getting ripped off at every account) and landed in a new stage ( the natural balance...I know longer have to worry about being stolen from) So my point is, I changed my life, and it sucked for a short while, but now I never ever worry about people stealing things from me.  So I endured a short intense pain, but now I never have to deal with getting stolen from anymore...except when it comes to the government. 

Don't label me, cuz I'm un-label-able.  I defy you to label me, and explain why I am just like the others that you labelled like me before.

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