So this is the situation. You may take it however you please. I'm on the brink of being 30. So if you want to call this some sort of quarter life crisis...you may. A lot of you may dismiss what I say as "an unwillingness to grow up." That is fine, but consider this. I have already done the things that require "growing up." At one time I was the manager of a restaurant, and the asst. supervisor of six others...at the same time. Before that I was considered the best employee to a small time delivery business. And before that I was the asst. manager of a pizza delivery store at the age of 18. I always fought for justice amongst the employees. I was the one in the position that I did not have to worry about losing my job. But that position allowed me to point out the injustices that I saw amongst my fellow employees. Even when I was the manager, I refused to let the company put my employees in a bad position. I rolled up my sleeves to help my employees. There were times that I had to use my intelligence and organizational skills to help my employees do what needed to be done in times of urgency. At the same time, I was busy cooking, taking food orders, or even scrubbing the dirtiest parts of the store. My bosses condemned me for it. Saying that I needed to make the employees do the job, so I could secure my boss’s profits. Never once did my bosses consider the fact that, without those employees, they had no wealth. Never once did they give those employees the credit they deserved. That was the reason my employees were so good. Because I stood up for them.
When I came to Massachusetts I had a vision. At the time though, my vision was selfish. I wanted to get out of the doldrums of the New Mexican economy, and get out of the boring social life that exists there as a plain worker. When I got to Massachusetts, my uncle Dick was kind enough to let me help him in his business. He was more easy-going than I had heard, and he even introduced me to the electrician that I would soon begin to work for. At the same time, I had applied for a job at Home Depot. I got the call from the electrician and from Home Depot within a week of each other. Wanting to be an electrician, obviously my interests were firm. But I went to Home Depot anyway, and told them that I didn't want to blow them off. I had found a job, but I was willing to put a few hours a week of my time to help Home Depot. The Home Depot manager asked how much I wanted per hour, and I said $10. He said, "Done...when can you start?"
So I went to the orientation and they explained that Home Depot survived on the "inverted triangle" where the workers were the most important people, and the so called management was merely there for support. As I spent time with Home Depot (a job that I found extremely fun) I realized that there was no such "inverted triangle." The managers were still managers, to be held in a higher regard then our fellow employees. The employees had no say regarding matters of the day to day operation of the business. To me, it seemed that we, the workers should have been able to dictate who needed to work, and when they needed to work, and how often they needed to work. But hours were regularly cut for many employees. I don't believe that everybody deserved the hours, but I certainly didn't see why some of the better workers had to suffer to keep the profits of Home Depot in the black.
Easter Sunday one year, we were told that instead of getting overtime pay for working on a Sunday (mandatory in Massachusetts for retail businesses) we would receive an extra days pay. So instead of time and a half, we were to get double time. Here was the catch. Full time employees got eight hours of "holiday time" and part time employees got four hours of holiday time. I was a part time employee, but every shift I worked consisted of six hours. And I intended on working six hours on that Easter. So I started spreading this to the other employees until I was called into the manager's office. They tried to berate my actions by bringing up the fact that I had parked my car right in front of the store for a few minutes, but eventually they had to discuss the real issue. I explained to them that every hour worked on that Easter Sunday should be rewarded. In the end, they said it was a misunderstanding and that "of course you get as many hours of holiday pay as you work on this Sunday."
My point in all of this is that I have fought against these injustices since I joined the work force, and now more than ever I see what is truly wrong with our system. Some people are not cut out to help bring people out of this tyranny, and some don't even believe there is this tyranny I speak of. But in plain and simple language, much reading and observing, and most importantly, communication with those of us whoare subject to this slavery (which is a large majority of this and any other country) I have realized that there is an oppression over humanity, and that most people have become blind to it. We feel like we are in control of our own lives because since birth we have been taught that this system is correct. Yet we see that the rich are getting richer, and the poor are getting poorer. Police spend 5% of their time investigating crimes involving assault, murder, rape and such. You can't stop crime in the manner that we are trying to do it. All crimes fall into two categories...crimes of passion (in which the soon to be criminal doesn't care about the law or the consequences) and premeditated crime (in which the criminal looks to skate the law with clever tactics.) Furthermore, if crime indeed disappeared, how would the policeman feed his family? It's not even in his best interest to stop crime.
I have two rules in life...and they are the only two rules that I wish to follow. #1 The golden rule (I hope you know what that is) and #2 take responsibility for your actions. At the present moment, the so called government, church, and especially insurance companies will not take responsibility for its actions, as they are afraid to admit they are wrong. Not just the war in Iraq, but day to day issues that affect us all. My car insurance was canceled for being $130 behind...yet when they canceled me, they sent me a check for $180 for overpayment of my insurance. The Town of Holbrook specifically told me that I had failed to pay my excise tax when I bought my Explorer. So I asked them how much do I owe to clear this up...they gave me a number, and I wrote the check. Before my driver’s license expired I got a notice saying that I hadn't paid a traffic citation, and that I hadn't paid a parking ticket. The traffic citation was for an incident that the police made more dangerous than my actual infraction did, but that's another story...I went to the RMV and paid the ticket. The parking ticket was in the Town of Waltham, a town I'd never been to. But when I went to the Town Hall to find out the deal, they said I could pay the ticket, and they could look into it, but if it was found that I wasn't at fault I wouldn't get my money back. Is this the glorious government that has saved us from the world? When I went to renew my license, I was told that I still owed the Town of Holbrook for my excise tax. Why wasn't this on the notice that informed me of possible problems in renewing my license? They had two years to put it in the record. Shortly thereafter I was pulled over for speeding (my fault) and my car impounded. I know I'm not a saint in the whole ordeal, but am I a sinner? They don't have to take responsibility for their mistakes, but I have to pay them? This may seem crazy to you, whether you agree with me or not...but weren't Thomas Jefferson, Ben Franklin and the others crazy when they tried to get rid of the government and create a new way of living?
The more I talk with people, the more I realize the feeling of hopelessness against this system of robbery. Most are afraid to stand out. Most have their own interests to protect, even though they don't realize that their basic will to survive is shared by the rest of us. As I said before, I am not afraid to stand out. I am not afraid to speak up. I believe that we need to do something about this situation. This country was founded on Life, Liberty, and the Pursuit of Happiness. Well, our government kills people by war or execution...so they aren't about Life...the country is divided between the rich people and the poor people, so there is no equality...One has a better chance at being rich if he is born into the right situation (we don't get to choose our parents...I love mine, God help them.) So there is no liberty. We are only allowed to follow the paths that they present us. If your true instincts and inclinations won't make you enough money to survive, you must choose another path. So we have no Pursuit of Happiness.
As scary as it is, I intend to find the best ways that human life can exist. I don't depend on blind following. I don't depend on "my way or the highway" I don't depend on only my own thoughts. I just implore you to realize the situation that we are in, and the rise of revolutions in the recent centuries. The more I come together with people, the more I realize that we are being suppressed. I'm sure you have many questions by now, and I am fully capable of answering them. If I'm not, your questions will help all humanity find a way to turn this world into the planet it was meant to be.
I love you all. Not one of you can say that I don't. I just want you to realize that this country is divided. United we stand, divided we fall. We can't make everybody live life the same way, and we shouldn't. Our individuality is what has made this world great. Many men's hands have built all the wealth you see every minute of every day.
Last but not least. I used to dislike the Union. Not because I was against the idea, but because I felt like so many fell into the Union because that is where the money was. I now realize that as useless as the Union is by itself, the Unions getting together can control this world. And that is what we want. For the people who have ability to enjoy life, as well as, if not better than the idle class. Those being the men who need us to drive them around, clothe them, feed them, build their mansions, and what not. Where there is a will there is a way. So everything that you think might disappear with the government will be upheld by the men and women that care about the situation. If you are the only one that cares about those situations, then you will do what you can to keep it going. Humans are social creatures, but our kindness has been taken away from us, because there is no money in helping your fellow human.
I hope that you at least thought about this...we are not alone...we are just insecure about these thoughts.